[ wtf am I doing ]
27. Fatty. Old. Getting married for some reason. Pan. Genderfucked. I have no idea what I'm doing. Anxiety. People scare me. The future scares me. Everything scares me. I'm pretty annoying. Hi.

I make gifs



the look

So the internet just gave my tumblr name a whole new (literal) meaning. I was alerted to a photo of me gathering massive attention via a friend who linked me to a Reddit post titled “Don’t worry guys, I’m taking hipster to the next level.”

Apparently some guy on the train uploaded this photo to twitter it has been spreading like wildfire since. Surprisingly when I read the thread on Reddit a lot of it was positive/supportive. I’m surprised by how unfazed and genuinely funny I find the negative comments. People’s theories as to why I am dressed like this, and who I really am are also really interesting. 

I’m dressed like this for a number reasons. Firstly, and fore-mostly, I genuinely like the clothes I am wearing. I’ve described my look as “anywhere from hipster chic to kawaii gangsta Harajuku princess”. This is the epitome of the latter. I love sailor moon, I love pink, those converse are kawaii as fuck and yeah fuck you I’m wearing Prada sunglasses. I don’t really dress like this all the time, but I wish I did more often. I mostly don’t because I want to keep the look fresh. I wore this outfit because I had an art exhibition at my college and wanted to express myself.

I also find men’s fashion extremely limiting in both types of clothes, cuts of clothes and colours. Women have so many beautiful options. So I pillage their aisles a lot because I wanna look pretty.

This was also a statement. As an artist I think fashion is incredibly important. This day, I wanted something that not only reflected my personality and artistic sensibilities but also have some social commentary. A lot of my work, or what I want my work to speak about, is sex and sexuality and notions of gender and gender roles. How many of you knew pink actually use to be associated with boys, not girls? Personally I think the idea of “This is a boy colour”, “This is a girl colour” or “Barbies are for girls”, “Power Rangers are for boys” is dumb as fuck. Creating social and cultural boundaries does nothing but limit the potential of a person. By dressing like this I am breaking that boundary for myself and attempting to reflect that sentiment.  


doodle/ 슬슬 덕질이 끝나가니 다시 개인작 한다! 

I should sleep, I should crochet, I should write a letter, I should send the letters I’ve already written


just gonna lay on the couch and refresh tumblr

someone make this cold go away


stare directly into the camera like you’re on the fucking office

This is the dragon I bought for level 1 of my legacy challenge

He actually didn’t turn out too ugly.



Three years later, my body looks exactly how I pictured it to look when I was younger. It has been a fun journey, so far. Here’s to many more years of growth as a human.

congrats! :)



(【ガンダム】ガンプラとかガンダム関連画像104枚貼ってくわ - そくどく!から)


watch this #important




i fucking hate you kathy lee

im laughing so hard oh my god

oh my fucking god


This could end really badly…


pastel, cotton candy clouds, flowers. remake of an old drawing.

Size: One size fits all

Chest: 98cm

……………………..fuck you e_e

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